It's just a little of this and that...

I, like many people, have a hard time accepting compliments. It’s not that I don’t believe them (all the time). It’s not that I think that I don’t deserve them. I don’t believe in deserve, even. Recently, I’ve trained myself to just say thank you whether or not I believe the compliment.

It seems to take people back when I accept their compliments without arguing first. I believe that they believe it, the rest I have to prove to myself to truly believe.

Work is finally calming for the moment, though the stack of papers I have to file is growing and threatening to fall off the desk.

I am closed up today, well recently. I’ve been fighting desires and aches. I’m tired of the day to day. I’ve been branching out and shutting of vulnerable parts. I need a good rarrr and a mhm.....